.: o215o4 :. .: 1o:oo PM :. mood:
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heart it would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life...i didnt know it would end like this... so great! it all started on fri afterschool (watch out, its super ass long)
- as always justin, katie, michael and i went to
SUSHI MAN to eat
- on the way there, i kicked a beer bottle n it went flying across to the other side of the road. i j-walked to the other side and when i was in the middle of the road fixing my CD player, michael picks up the bottle n throws it like 2-3 feet away from me n it broke. then i went running back to the side i was on cuz i got scared...
- we all messed with prestons head a bit
- katie went home n i dropped my stuff off then went to alas to meet up with preston. we walked there cuz they didnt wanna take the bus so when we got there, i stinked! while we were in
L&L we all was talking about "whose gonna be first to ask money for the
Relay For Life" thing
- went to the
FOODCOURT n justin got the balls to ask this old lady for a dollar for
Relay For Life- went
GNC (justin, i spelled it right this time!), then
SOFTWARE ETC., CHAMPS, FOOTLOCKER, T&C, ISLAND SNOW, PETLAND then to
HIC. justins mom came so we just went our separate ways. preston brought Rodney Mullen wheels for his sk8board.
- sat outside for the longest time just talking
- decided to go to ala moana park to sk8
- michael and i was watching preston sk8 then all of a sudden we hear this drunk bum on top of a bridge yelling/talking to us. we were like "yeah, okay whatever" and then he started walking towards us and talking to us. i got really scared so i just looked at the ground n hopefully he would go away. he put his alcohol down and i was thinking he was gonna kick his bottle to michael and say "eh, talk to me!" but he didnt n started talking to preston. when he talks, he mumbles so he was saying something like "go in the river and swim. so fun!" then he started talking to michael and he made a fist with one hand and hitting it against his palm with his other hand. at that time i got really really scared cuz i was next to michael so i just looked down to the ground n my eyes started to water. (michael told me this part) after talking to michael, he starts looking at me with his big eyes and his hand was reaching out to me. then preston said we had to go, so i looked up at him n it was the first time i saw his face like that. he looked soooooo pissed off, it was so scary. so we end up at a different place to sk8.
- sat in front of KB's and stayed there for about 30 min.. it was like a silent treatment moment!
- finally decided where to go.
MICHAELS HOUSE! lol.. stopped at
CIRCLE K n preston was offering us to get whatever we wanted and i didnt want anything so im like "no thanks" but both of them were like "come on.. get anything you want..." so we stayed in there for about 10-15 min just cuz i didnt want anything and both of them was thinking of something to get me. michael finally thought of something.
LEMON FRUIT PIE...- stopped at makiki park and just swinged on the swings.. and me sitting and thinking. preston was telling how bad his life was and it sounded badder than mines. made me cry a bit at the park.. they both dont know.. hehe. i wanted to hug him and tell him that everything was alright but i was too scared! haha...
- went to his house around 12 or 1am and played the tony hawk underground game. i sucked bad! michael made me try the fruit pie but i refused.. watched 28 days. saw 15-20 min of it then rested my head on prestons shoulder and eventually went sleep. woke up quite a bit but i didnt move or opened my eyes. preston eventually went sleep n i felt his head on mine.. aww, how cute... i heard michael turn the movie off and heard the scooby doo cartoon show while hearing him play his guitar. heard fricken police sirens and i stayed up all night after that. i was gonna lean up and talk to michael but he was on the floor sleeping. haha.... preston and i took the whole couch! haha... i was about to go back sleep cuz i had nothing better to do but michaels damn alarm went off and my god, it was the loudest thing ever! i didnt know which button to pressed so i pressed the radio one and im like "shit!" then i hear michael say "good one!!" then it went off.. after 10 min it went off again n i started swearing at the alarm clock (im such a retard). it was 6.. but we didnt get up UP by around 7.
- preston had to go to a sk8 competition so i followed him. walked to his house.. wasnt far. maybe 30-40 min walk.. he took a shower so while he was showering i watched his favorite sk8boarder, Rodney Mullen. it was soooo awesome! walked to the sk8 competition. when i got there (around 9 something) met a lot of his friends. saw a little guy. he was soo cute. he looks like a mini Zero but Holes. he had the hair and everything.. so cute! sat on the top of the lip.. the fence kept grinding into my ass.. hurtful but it seemed as if everybody elses hurt more than mines.. they were like "shit.. my ass fucken hurts like hell.. i gotta stand now.. i dunno how she can handle it" lol.. preston went twice.. all he did was freestyle stuffs.. very awesome! ate lunch.. well mostly candy.. watched more sk8boarding.. finished around 5 or 6.. so i got a tan lol.. kinda funny.. preston kept saying "if she entered, she wouldve won. shes like a pro! better than me!!!" to his friends. come on, i suck..
- we went to longs n he did his "pick anything... you dont have to pay me back... just pick" thing again.. so yes we stayed in there for like 10-15 min. we didnt know where to go so we went to justins house cuz it was on our way and i really had to go bathroom... on the way to justins house.. he told me "since you didnt pick anything.. im gonna buy boxes and fill them up with candies.. and if its a small box, im gonna get some more and give it to you" hes such a candy freak.. gotta get him off of that!
- so preston, justin and i talked about the competition. so eventually we went inside.. took me forevers to get preston to eat 1 slice of pizza... then went home around 10 something.
yesterday was the best valentines gift ever! but all i gave him was folder paper and a green heart justin made while me and him were in math class.. and i wrote a note to him inside the heart. fuck it was sooo ghetto!!! i wouldve brought him something but i was poor!!!
and preston sk8ed at manoa but lazy to walk home so now hes in the cold and i wanna go find him and bring him here but i cant go.. i can, but i cant (make sense?) *sigh* so sad cuz i wanna go find him and make him not stay outside like he does sometimes. hopefully hes safe...
i think this is all for now. its way too long. man, i give you props if you read all the way down here....
my background pic kinda looks like preston but its not, its Rodney Mullen. grr, that dooshbag, he made me like rodney now...
MICHAEL: i know his middle name... YOU DONT!!! lol..
